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of changes and right-things. - Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:49 PM

life is full of choices, troubles and decisions eh?

sometimes you wonder whether you've done the right thing, or the friend-ish thing to do.

sometimes you wonder, could certain words be retraced, or certain feelings dismissed in the first place.

what I know, is trouble will tag along in life, close behind happiness.

and yes, at the end of the day, nobody wants separation. Be it a family member, friend, or a lover.

at the end of the day, i know, my life may be imbalanced, without the presence of such a family member, lover, or friend.

at the end of the day, do wrongs and rights break up a friendship or a relationship?

OR do they just make the bond stronger?

untitled impulses.

Moods swing

Tempers flair

Feelings rage

Words come in a swear

Posts posted

Posts blogged

Comments commented

And whatnot

Taking sides

Sitting on the fence

Or just being plain spectator

Not helping to make amends

Words rethought

Actions pondered once more

Conclusions discovered

And a heart recovered

New plans

New "sorrys"

New actions

New forgiveness

Bah, put aside the curses

Lay bare the situation

Put aside irrational thoughts

Finally, amend the situation

Love, will it remain?

Hope, will it regain?

Joy, will it retain?

Comradeship, will it sustain?

The answer is up to you.

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of promotions and poems - Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 5:32 PM

TO ALL MY READERS THAT MAKE THIS DEAD BLOG GO ROUND,

thank you very much for taking a few minutes outta ya life to read and drop by.

I really appreciate it. arigato.^^

this is forrr, KARISHMAAAAA;DDDD haha.

drkqiren! haha, first of all, it's been fun chatting, hor kiddo?

so I'm supposed to promote two blogs, so here they are.

First up, Derek Kok's blog :

the mystical greek-ish blog, in my opinion, but with alotta insight into politics and whatnot.

Second, Aaron Yee's blog :

haha.. interesting posts by the ever so perasan aaron. XD nontheless, very entertaining.

Lately, everything that people do or say seems to inspire me into poems or verses.

So, here's a new verse that revolves around those 3 very important words.

enjoy;D

Those 3 Words

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Not because it meant we were a couple.

No, not because it meant love,

so lovey dovey.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

For you finally understood,

finally found out,

finally learned,

the true meaning of those 3 words.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Because I had waited for a long time to hear it.

Because I wanted you to truly love me

the way I am.

Because those 3 words meant more

than the relationship of a couple.

Because those 3 words meant

you loved me as your friend.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

It made my day.

It brought happiness.

It created joy.

It uplifted assurance.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Sure, that's definitely the irony.

For I could finally move on.

For I could get out of the deep rut

that is, one-sided love.

For I can accept myself,

and the truth.

For you, have become truly,

a friend.

Those words are etched in my consciousness forever,

Something so sweet to savour and ponder.

Marking the forthcomings of a friend so true,

Those very words,

Were I Love You.

ciao;

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Good Friday - @ 3:08 PM

Jocelyn has and had an identity crisis.

And it's true.

I've faced many problems, just as much as you, cried, gave up and started becoming numb to life, just like everyone else. It's just that alot of you, my friends, don't see it. You see a happy laughing girl at school everyday. But I have my share of problems. I do.

It's just that I save the tears for my room.

now, how does this relate to Good Friday?

let's pause for a moment.

you see, sometimes, you feel like you have issues with yourself that you can't take to your friends, or even you parents. who do you take them too then? you can't pendam it forever.

I take it to God.

Sometimes, we just wonder, I really cant do this. for ex, school. Things like, aiya, study hard then can edi la, just don't work for me. I really cannot do it. People can advise me for all I care, but there are just some things, you just feel you can't do.

see, something happened to me years ago, I have not told anyone before yet. of course my parents know la. But let us save that story for another time.

I think, that if I had no God to run to and confide in, I would have been like those girls who dwell in their depression, thinking they're useless. Yes, I have had those days, believe it or not.

Many of you probably think, "Jocelyn? Mana ade la." But yes, it happens to me.

Remember the identity crisis? I've found myself, who I truly am, in God. seriously.

it's as simple as this :

If not for God, the times I spent in my room, crying my heart out to Him, asking him why things happen, and hearing Him speak what I needed to hear,

I WOULD NOT BE THE SAME CHEERY HAPPY LAUGHING JOKER-ISH PERSON.

God is the pulling force, that pulls me together.

so, what I'm trying to bring across is, if you have felt like there's no hope for a person like me, or like something's really missing in my life even if it's going ever so smoothly, or like I just give up handling life,

I just wanna say, that there's hope.

Hope in God.

And, the best thing?

He's waiting there, (yes, which God waits for you?) with open loving arms, just waiting for you to come to Him. (He even desires YOU). Hope, and that little thing that's missing in your life, can be found in Him, and Him alone.

After all,

He's not faraway, He's only a prayer away.

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of changes and right-things. - Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:49 PM

life is full of choices, troubles and decisions eh?

sometimes you wonder whether you've done the right thing, or the friend-ish thing to do.

sometimes you wonder, could certain words be retraced, or certain feelings dismissed in the first place.

what I know, is trouble will tag along in life, close behind happiness.

and yes, at the end of the day, nobody wants separation. Be it a family member, friend, or a lover.

at the end of the day, i know, my life may be imbalanced, without the presence of such a family member, lover, or friend.

at the end of the day, do wrongs and rights break up a friendship or a relationship?

OR do they just make the bond stronger?

untitled impulses.

Moods swing

Tempers flair

Feelings rage

Words come in a swear

Posts posted

Posts blogged

Comments commented

And whatnot

Taking sides

Sitting on the fence

Or just being plain spectator

Not helping to make amends

Words rethought

Actions pondered once more

Conclusions discovered

And a heart recovered

New plans

New "sorrys"

New actions

New forgiveness

Bah, put aside the curses

Lay bare the situation

Put aside irrational thoughts

Finally, amend the situation

Love, will it remain?

Hope, will it regain?

Joy, will it retain?

Comradeship, will it sustain?

The answer is up to you.

Labels: turkey ponderment

back to the top?

of promotions and poems - Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 5:32 PM

TO ALL MY READERS THAT MAKE THIS DEAD BLOG GO ROUND,

thank you very much for taking a few minutes outta ya life to read and drop by.

I really appreciate it. arigato.^^

this is forrr, KARISHMAAAAA;DDDD haha.

drkqiren! haha, first of all, it's been fun chatting, hor kiddo?

so I'm supposed to promote two blogs, so here they are.

First up, Derek Kok's blog :

the mystical greek-ish blog, in my opinion, but with alotta insight into politics and whatnot.

Second, Aaron Yee's blog :

haha.. interesting posts by the ever so perasan aaron. XD nontheless, very entertaining.

Lately, everything that people do or say seems to inspire me into poems or verses.

So, here's a new verse that revolves around those 3 very important words.

enjoy;D

Those 3 Words

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Not because it meant we were a couple.

No, not because it meant love,

so lovey dovey.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

For you finally understood,

finally found out,

finally learned,

the true meaning of those 3 words.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Because I had waited for a long time to hear it.

Because I wanted you to truly love me

the way I am.

Because those 3 words meant more

than the relationship of a couple.

Because those 3 words meant

you loved me as your friend.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

It made my day.

It brought happiness.

It created joy.

It uplifted assurance.

Those 3 words meant the most to me.

Sure, that's definitely the irony.

For I could finally move on.

For I could get out of the deep rut

that is, one-sided love.

For I can accept myself,

and the truth.

For you, have become truly,

a friend.

Those words are etched in my consciousness forever,

Something so sweet to savour and ponder.

Marking the forthcomings of a friend so true,

Those very words,

Were I Love You.

ciao;

Labels: turkey verse

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Good Friday - @ 3:08 PM

Jocelyn has and had an identity crisis.

And it's true.

It's just that I save the tears for my room.

now, how does this relate to Good Friday?

let's pause for a moment.

you see, sometimes, you feel like you have issues with yourself that you can't take to your friends, or even you parents. who do you take them too then? you can't pendam it forever.

I take it to God.

see, something happened to me years ago, I have not told anyone before yet. of course my parents know la. But let us save that story for another time.

I think, that if I had no God to run to and confide in, I would have been like those girls who dwell in their depression, thinking they're useless. Yes, I have had those days, believe it or not.

Many of you probably think, "Jocelyn? Mana ade la." But yes, it happens to me.

Remember the identity crisis? I've found myself, who I truly am, in God. seriously.

it's as simple as this :

If not for God, the times I spent in my room, crying my heart out to Him, asking him why things happen, and hearing Him speak what I needed to hear,

I WOULD NOT BE THE SAME CHEERY HAPPY LAUGHING JOKER-ISH PERSON.

God is the pulling force, that pulls me together.

I just wanna say, that there's hope.

Hope in God.

And, the best thing?

After all,

He's not faraway, He's only a prayer away.

Labels: turkey Good Friday

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