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hey VISITORS! - Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 8:50 PM
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OHYEAH. - Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 10:07 PM
EXAMS ARE OVER. about time. i feel like i'm such a terrible student this year. i didn't study enough for midterms, procrastinated alot, and WASTED TIME ON TV. mann.. i'm getting lazier. and i think my results will prove just that. if not for God, i don't think i would have done ok for some subs. currently working on another blawg. so, wait okie. ooh, my brother showed love today. XD called my mom to ask whether i need lunch. ;)) hope i don't crack lame jokes as the emcee for teachers day tomorrow. ONCE AGAIN, YAY, THE END OF MIDTERMS! Labels: blawg announcement. |
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lastminutes - Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 4:47 PM
lol, its been exactly a MONTH since I last blogged. ohyeah, i'm falling and rotting into the cycle of dead blogs. I was thinking of changing up everything and going ahead with a new blog, but after changing to this skin, I didn't really have the heart. ;)
this would be around how it would look like. click! meanwhile you should check out my bro's blog, at least it's more alive. heheh. oh and another problem came up. my photo uploading capacity is officially FULL. yes, all 1000MB of it. XD ciaos, can't wait for the exams to be over. Labels: turkey comeback. |
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the time factor - Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
 there's so much to do in so little time. am I standing still, why everyone else is moving forward?  p.s. I love this picture and the artist behind it, graceepannnda go visit! there's so SO much to do in so little time. 1. make God proud' 2. take inspirational pictures 3. be great at bm, phys, chem, bio, sj, addmts, the list go on... 4. find someone to love 5. finish the loads of homework 6. wake up to realise that mid year's in 2 weeks time 7. watch all the movies I wanna watch 8. enjoy fresh air in the park 9. complete those songs of mine 10. shoot videos (music ones) and the list goes on... yet what ms. sim said will always ring in my head. 'Everybody has 24 hours in a day, nobody has less, nobody has more. So you never have "no time". It's a matter of how you manage your time.' hmm.. one thing, my time management is terrible. :: last Thursday, me and Hoyan plus the poster and kain rentang girls headed to SMK Kiaramas for a science-themed comp. Me and Ho were there for graphic designing and well let's just say it was an interesting learning experience. first of all, I was the only one using a Mac. (go Mac!) ^^ and the theme was "Sains dan Teknologi Asas Keutuhan Ekonomi Negara". at the sight of the theme, I was like, "whaaaaattt..." it was a kind of lame theme. and well, the stock photos they provided were not of the best quality. (we were supposed to create a graphic with only THOSE PICTURES, yes, how sad) haha.. but still it was a challenge. To me, all the other contestants were really skillful, but they had bad taste. as in, they rendered out like more than 10 pictures in that short time, but, they simply placed them all together and used some cina font. so.. we had to learn their skills and they would have to learn from our taste. the two guys sitting beside us came with something really good, and thus, I think they stand a chance of winning. oh, and we were the ONLY ONES who had something WHITE and SIMPLE. everybody else used dark colours. ohwell, we did our best. and that's what matters. rite, kor? ^.~ speaking of a kor, I have another kor now. and I love my kor. ;) as well as my real kor. ;)) i love ELDER brothers, for they have wisdom to offer. and i love my dad and mom. I wish in the future, I'll be as wise and grounded as my dad, and as generous and loving as my mom. and i don't think I can keep up with children, I'm not their biggest fans. and, I personally thank the Lord that I don't have younger siblings. (phew) anyway, (i'm being seriously random these days), I watched Death Race yesterday. I know I'm terribly outdated, but the movie ROCKED. -the discoveries of a girl who has just installed the movie channels in Astro. oh and I LURRRVVEEE watching the live music shows on KBS.coolness.  p.s.s I read 2 books in 3 days. READ MITCH ALBOM'S BOOKS. they're awesome. ps.ss.ss. ^^ JOIN Growing Up Green- 4sc2 project. it's a group on FB. 4sc2 is starting a green project, launching in july. ;) that's all, God bless. i love everyone *smiles* ciao~ Labels: turkey belated update |
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of changes and right-things. - Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:49 PM
life is full of choices, troubles and decisions eh?
sometimes you wonder whether you've done the right thing, or the friend-ish thing to do. sometimes you wonder, could certain words be retraced, or certain feelings dismissed in the first place. what I know, is trouble will tag along in life, close behind happiness. and yes, at the end of the day, nobody wants separation. Be it a family member, friend, or a lover. at the end of the day, i know, my life may be imbalanced, without the presence of such a family member, lover, or friend. at the end of the day, do wrongs and rights break up a friendship or a relationship? OR do they just make the bond stronger? untitled impulses. Moods swing Tempers flair Feelings rage Words come in a swear Posts posted Posts blogged Comments commented And whatnot Taking sides Sitting on the fence Or just being plain spectator Not helping to make amends Words rethought Actions pondered once more Conclusions discovered And a heart recovered New plans New "sorrys" New actions New forgiveness Bah, put aside the curses Lay bare the situation Put aside irrational thoughts Finally, amend the situation Love, will it remain? Hope, will it regain? Joy, will it retain? Comradeship, will it sustain? The answer is up to you. ** Labels: turkey ponderment |
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of promotions and poems - Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 5:32 PM
TO ALL MY READERS THAT MAKE THIS DEAD BLOG GO ROUND, thank you very much for taking a few minutes outta ya life to read and drop by. I really appreciate it. arigato.^^ this is forrr, KARISHMAAAAA;DDDD haha. ;D * drkqiren! haha, first of all, it's been fun chatting, hor kiddo? ;D so I'm supposed to promote two blogs, so here they are. First up, Derek Kok's blog :  the mystical greek-ish blog, in my opinion, but with alotta insight into politics and whatnot. Second, Aaron Yee's blog :  haha.. interesting posts by the ever so perasan aaron. XD nontheless, very entertaining.++ Lately, everything that people do or say seems to inspire me into poems or verses. So, here's a new verse that revolves around those 3 very important words. enjoy;D Those 3 Words Those 3 words meant the most to me. Not because it meant we were a couple. No, not because it meant love, so lovey dovey. Those 3 words meant the most to me. For you finally understood, finally found out, finally learned, the true meaning of those 3 words. Those 3 words meant the most to me. Because I had waited for a long time to hear it. Because I wanted you to truly love me the way I am. Because those 3 words meant more than the relationship of a couple. Because those 3 words meant you loved me as your friend. Those 3 words meant the most to me. It made my day. It brought happiness. It created joy. It uplifted assurance. Those 3 words meant the most to me. Sure, that's definitely the irony. For I could finally move on. For I could get out of the deep rut that is, one-sided love. For I can accept myself, and the truth. For you, have become truly, a friend. Those words are etched in my consciousness forever, Something so sweet to savour and ponder. Marking the forthcomings of a friend so true, Those very words, Were I Love You. ciao; Labels: turkey verse |
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Good Friday - @ 3:08 PM
Jocelyn has and had an identity crisis.
And it's true. I've faced many problems, just as much as you, cried, gave up and started becoming numb to life, just like everyone else. It's just that alot of you, my friends, don't see it. You see a happy laughing girl at school everyday. But I have my share of problems. I do. It's just that I save the tears for my room. now, how does this relate to Good Friday? let's pause for a moment. you see, sometimes, you feel like you have issues with yourself that you can't take to your friends, or even you parents. who do you take them too then? you can't pendam it forever. I take it to God. Sometimes, we just wonder, I really cant do this. for ex, school. Things like, aiya, study hard then can edi la, just don't work for me. I really cannot do it. People can advise me for all I care, but there are just some things, you just feel you can't do. ++ see, something happened to me years ago, I have not told anyone before yet. of course my parents know la. But let us save that story for another time. I think, that if I had no God to run to and confide in, I would have been like those girls who dwell in their depression, thinking they're useless. Yes, I have had those days, believe it or not. Many of you probably think, "Jocelyn? Mana ade la." But yes, it happens to me. Remember the identity crisis? I've found myself, who I truly am, in God. seriously. it's as simple as this : If not for God, the times I spent in my room, crying my heart out to Him, asking him why things happen, and hearing Him speak what I needed to hear, I WOULD NOT BE THE SAME CHEERY HAPPY LAUGHING JOKER-ISH PERSON. God is the pulling force, that pulls me together. so, what I'm trying to bring across is, if you have felt like there's no hope for a person like me, or like something's really missing in my life even if it's going ever so smoothly, or like I just give up handling life, I just wanna say, that there's hope. Hope in God. And, the best thing? He's waiting there, (yes, which God waits for you?) with open loving arms, just waiting for you to come to Him. (He even desires YOU). Hope, and that little thing that's missing in your life, can be found in Him, and Him alone. After all, He's not faraway, He's only a prayer away. Labels: turkey Good Friday |
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